oh hell yea

I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.

(via serenakrw)

What is wrong with you?

Don’t you dare think that for a second that my friends are STILL your friends. They are MY friends, not yours. The only reason thEy tried to be your friends is because of me. Now that they know how you broke my heart, they won’t give you the time of day. That’s how they are; they are there for me. So just stop. The minute you broke things off with me, you broke things off with them too. So just STOP.

This is the second time I regret going to it. I wish you had just told me you were asking me just to go with someone so that I could have said no and not felt this way. I wish you would have just told me the truth from the beginning. Instead, I’m sitting her crying because of false hope.

I get the vibe that my parents don’t appreciate my yellow fever…

I hate coming to Hemet with my mom to visit my dad’s family. She acts like shes better than everyone here. It’s just so annoying

justenphoreals:

It is just not the same anymore.

You have changed. You have become the exact person that you always said you hated. 

I guess it’s my turn to be the mature one. I have grown so much from where I was, but you, you have only gone backwards in life. You think you’re better than me, but you’re not at all.

It’s taken me a while to realize this, but I’m better than you. I always have been. Sure, I may not be as smart or as old as you, but I’m a better person than you. I know how to treat people with respect, and how to genuinely care for someone. YOU taught me how to do that, it’d be nice if you could learn from yourself. I just wish I would have learned all of this earlier. This way I could have escaped all of the pain that you put me through for a year and half. A YEAR AND A HALF. but you? 3 months. Your life is shit. I’m glad things are over. 

My perspective on everything has changed. I just can’t think about anything that ever happened in the same way. I just don’t want to see your face…ever. I wish I could, but I know that that would do nothing but hurt me. I am over you. I don’t think I’ll ever get over what happened; that’s the problem. Everytime I think about any of it, I just get so mad. I guess one reason I don’t want to see you again is because I don’t know you anymore, I don’t know who you are anymore; how you act, how you talk, what you do; any of it. I just don’t think I could ever look you in the eyes and feel safe, I would honestly be scared out of my mind. 

I NEED my fresh start.

It’s not fun anymore. They never stop fighting.